When you think it’s not there, it is, just that you didn’t stare hard enough.

I do care, about how tired you are, and how busy you are, and how upset you have been.

No matter how much it seems that i only need your company, i hope you see that i’m here; if you’re really upset and need someone to rant to, I’m here.

I’m not always upset when you call, it’s just that i’ve never heard you for so long, i wanna hear you talk more than myself. So i always want to try to keep silent.

Because i need to hear you more than you need to hear me. I try my best to not be a burden to you, so i guess the only way to do so is to leave you alone. And i know you will never read this because you’re too busy and i don’t want to ask you to read it either cause it will only make you feel like you’re the cause of my sadness; which is true; but i don’t want you to know so even more apparently than ever.

Someone has been telling me i keep repeating everything i say on my blog, and i should stop cause probably it was making that someone giddy. Well i don’t think it’s possible to stop now that i’ve started but once i lose some energy, i will eventually stop, which means you have to put up with it from this period of time until i stop; much to your disappointment i guess? Well, my sincere apologies then. :/

Love forever and last forever,
온 내 맘 다해도 잡히지도 늦출 수 도 없는 널
그래도 좋아하니까 정말 사랑하니까 그렇게 사랑은 꼭 계속돼야 해.
(translation)
Love forever and last forever
Even if I put in my whole heart
You are something I can’t catch or lose
But I still like you
and I still really love you
Love needs to go on like this
[credits to jpopasia]

You’ve got a Bachelor in Lies.

I don’t know, maybe its just me.

I’ll be waiting, until you return. You better return. You better do.
The heat is unbearable and I’ve downed 3 freezepops. I don’t know what i should do now, i should probably start studying. I’ve been trying to study real hard.

I’m really into FT Island’s rock ballads now, probably cause they’re coming, and I can’t get the tickets to see them.

“Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option”

Lol, i just love that quote, even when i don’t really know who said it.
I thought you were my option, and now when i realise i’m an option, i find out that you’re my priority.

The only way to make me undo this is to just kind of refresh this whole thing, like redo it all over again. But i’ve never done this before, and wanting to keep that person at the same time. It’s like i want to flush it, but need it back up when i want it. So it’s like a storage system only that i don’t actually see it. I’ve only done those that i flush it down and i don’t see it again.

For a particular friend:

Crushes are stupid. You go in rounds and rounds,thinking that that person is an arm’s length away from you when in fact, is a million miles from you. And then you start to realise,you find that you’re giddy and need a chair to sit down, to calm yourself again after going in rounds, and sometimes you throw up a little of yourself.

Yes, particular friend, i wrote that paragraph so stop being so skeptical about everything i do.

Apparently, i feel so tired right now probably because of the sun and the heat. I’m looking at quotes now and my eyes are really tired.

I’m emotionally drained and i need to care about my studies, a whole awful lot. I will wait. I don’t know how long more i can do this but i will push myself over the limit if i have to.

But i do hope you don’t push me over the limit cause i will fall. And i don’t think you’ll be near enough to catch me.